December 14, 2012

#99: 12/12/12 Slumber

Cheryl and i talked about so many things at the sleepover
Reasons why i love hthts w her :')
She's like the best person i can confide in and trust 
And she gives the best advices <3

One of the things we talked about and wanted to share was about how 
two broken people cannot come together as one to be complete.
To be loved, you have to learn to accept everything about yourself
before you can expect and receive love from anyone else
Guess it's true. I mean it does makes a lot of sense to me.
How can we love or expect to be loved when we can't do the same for ourselves?
But i guess its also normal to feel imperfect or unsatisfied w certain parts of ourselves
We know for a fact that no one can ever be perfect
but somehow we all just seek to be closest to perfection.
And thats something that makes it even harder to accept ourselves,
and be satisfied with what we have and who we are.
but we don't necessarily need to have someone to complete us
we complete ourselves
The very moment we depend on someone else for happiness and joy
Our hearts are placed in a very vulnerable position
Simply because this joy can be taken away anytime, at any moment.
but of course,
I don't mean to say that relationships are bad and we should all be single or anything
It's always nice to have someone we can turn to or seek comfort in 
especially in the most needy times
It is amazing how much better someone can make you feel :)
But by achieving self contentment and satisfaction
We wouldn't have to depend wholly on others to be happy 
When you are able to accept and love yourself
you are ready to receive and love others :)
Just emphasizing on this whole self love/contentment thing 
because ultimately we are the only people we can trust
to be guarantee ourselves with the kind of joy that can never be taken away.
haha of course this is just what we felt, don't necessarily have to agree w this! 
it's subjective :) Haha

So, anyway :)
The past two days have been REALLY fun for me ^^
Went over to cheryl's like reaaaally late on wed night 
(She was out when i went over)
And i didn't know that her parents weren't informed that i was coming
hahahahaha i felt a little like an intruder hahahahahhaha 
omg but it's okay my self proclaimed god-family's house :>
omg so thick-skinned HAHA
& Because it was drizzling when i was going out to get a cab 
Papa neo made me bring an umbrella out hahahahahha
super cute ahahahaa 
then cheryl couldn't stop laughing,
"omg idc u stuff the umbrella in ur clutch my bag no space"
Hahahahhahaahaha first time bringing an umbrella to the club \0/ 
but it's ok!!! I managed to stuff it inside ^^ 
(it was the small one btw) haahhaha
Met alethia and jess over at mink :>
Haven't been there in such a looooong time
the last time I've been there was during my A's holiday 
I missed mink! Feels good to be back again~~~
Hahah whoa now i sound like i live in mink lol 
ok no, just that its one of my fav out of all the clubs :)
Had a fun night w my girls!!
So much champagne hahahha
Champagne showers~~~~
Still, would prefer CRANBERRY/LIME vodka anytime
Whee hahahaha 
#1 favourite ^^v

Left at around 3 and went back to cheryl's
had so much food, no joke
hahahahahaa then we just sat at the dining table and had a HEART2HEART talk <3
I love!
Hahahahha then went back up to her room
and continued w our htht session till 630am?
until we fell asleep without removing our makeup
Hahaha wow... we were that tired
but i actually woke up at 730am to remove it
hahahaha omg amazing right
I think i just cannot stand sleeping with makeup on
My skin is reaaaally sensitive
So i will definitely, confirm plus 1000chops get pimples or smth :o
Sucks to be me.....
Some pics with my gorgeous baby at the sleepover!
 
Love you till the end of time 
bff4life <3

oh ya!
HAPPY (SUPER) BELATED 12/12/12 ^^
What a cool date 
This is like the last yr we are gonna have such nice dates!
Since there isn't a 13/13/13 or 14/14/14 or whatsoever haha
Hope you guys had a good time on this special date!!!
hahahaha ok although i know that not everyone actually bothers w it but still... haha
Anyway i love this gif!
So funny yet cute at the same time 
HAHA GO TAYLOR *\0/*

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