#64

Struggling so much, everyday

I wish i was..... someone else.

Then i will be good enough, 

And then i will be (really) happy.

#63

WORK

WORK

WORK

It never ends!!!!! 

urgh

#62

Happy sunday!

Hope everyone had a good weekend so far :)

My week has been alright

A lot of assignments to complete by this week but it's okay

I CAN DO THIS *flexes biceps* :p

Have been going to the library to study after lessons this week

 HAHAHAA my xiaomelly <3 <3 <3

okay anw!!!

Never thought i'd ever say this but...

I REALLY LIKE THE LIBRARY!!!

omg hahaha going to go there whenever i can or when I'm free to do work/mug 

^^
Also, met lisa!!!! on wednesday after class for lunch!
Hehe so happy to see her
I always have one of the best conversations w her :)

MY DARLING! <3
okay so some special events this week! 

Friday:

CONGRATS ON UR BAPTISM BESTIE <3

 So glad i managed to go down to witness this important event bb :)))

Went to raffles city after school to get a prezzie and card for her hahahaha

my indecisiveness can really kill me

Actually stayed in the shop staring at the same things over and over again,

for like 40min hahahahaha trying to decide which gift to get

wtf... took so many stuff while doing so, until the staff offered me a basket

hahahahhahahahahaha wah

but anw!!! managed to decide yay then went off to meet shoes at bedok! 

OH HOW I'VE MISSED THIS GIRL!!! :) <3

Found our way to the church without cabbing!!!!

hahahahaha all thanks to shoes aka my walking gothere.sg

Hahahahaha but credits to me too for asking a stranger for directions :D 

hahahahahaha 

witnessed cheryl's baptism! <3

Really happy for her :)

Some pics

 Love you guys very much :')

Went back to school again for meeting, 

bumped into gillian and claudia after!!!

hello gillybilly!!!

Hahahaha she came over to visit/study w claudz ^^

So nice seeing you again after 2826625171 yrs since the beginning of the year....? hahahaha

OUR DOCTOR PECK :>

 This girl is gonna be such a cute doctor ;)

My fav sunshine! Hahaha happy to see ya :>

Went off to bugis to meet the girls after to go to jazreel's 21st @ the studio! 

HAPPY 21ST GORGEOUS GIRL! <3

It's been really nice knowing u :)

Thanks for all the great memories!

Will never forget those epic moments @ hv frolick w the rest of the other girls!

Stay amazing and beautiful

i love you! :) 

Had a lot of fun at the party, thanks for inviting me :)

So happy to see the girls after so long!

hahaha it was a great party, good place w great ambience, 

and awesome drinks!!!

Take a look at the birthday tray 

so pretty right!?!?!?!

but looks can be deceiving...

do not judge a book by its cover

IT IS A DEADLY DRINK

Hahahahaahahahaah no srsly

one of the strongest shots I've ever had in my life

hahahahaha this statement is supported by the rest too, 

IT IS TRUE

hahahahaaha but anw LEZGO round 2 ^^

hahahahahah also, there were great drinks like

The apartment, the girl next door etc

MUST TRY! 

Those drinks taste like cake, if u like cakes, this is the drink for u ^^

Also, i had my first ever (ya don't judge) FLAMING LAMBO!!!

Hahahahahha me pau and janice loll virgin exp ;)

Didn't quite like it cuz it's too sweet :s hahahahaha

as seen from my expression here

LOL hahahahahahaha

okay so after the party, we went to nabins!

Super good place to chill 

Hahahaha janice's and paula's bfs were freaking funny

esp janice's omg hahahahaha 

"IF YOUR GF IS DRUNK, LEAVE HER AT THE SIDE TO REFLECT ON HER OWN ACTIONS." HAHAHAHAHAHA 

EPIC hahahahahahaha had a lot of fun w them!

Such wonderful bunch of people :)

Also, thank u to jiting for sending all of us back :)

Can't wait for dinner w everyone on fri! ^^

Saturday:

Went to school on a satty for make up class!!!

Couldn't wake up omg so lethargic, shouldn't have drank last night

i knew it shouldn't but ahahhahahahah

anw! was spacing out during class 3/4 of the time

hahaahahaha school is so s i a n on saturdays sigh

but at least I've my usual awesome 3 in class w me haahhahaha

love these ppl

went off to the library to complete my assignment alone 

hahahahahahaha such a hardworking girl :D

Hahahaha ok anw its super conducive!

managed to complete my essay like FINALLY!!!

I still feel really weird writing essays, haven't written in too long

idk if my essay is correct, SO MUCH UNCERTAINTY

but its okay i shall double check it again

went off the RWS hard rock hotel for bro's second 21st birthday celebration!

I really love RWS!!! Amazing place :)))

Slacked and chilled around w the family in the room while his friends were at the other room 

Also, my cousin showed me this youtube channel called my strange addiction

wtf!!! mindblown

its damn sick... there was actually this girl who drinks NAIL POLISH?????

There was also some woman who drank her own pee...........

ok it IS as sick as it sounds, even worse

idk. Wtf is wrong w these people its so scary.....

makes me cringe when i watch these kinda things

go and youtube search it if you're curious/interested

don't eat before u do tho, be warned.

Felt nauseous after watching them, super freaky :s haha

how come i nv knew about such youtube channels... ahhahaha ok but then again

other than fb/twitter/blog/tumblr

i am practically a tech noob lol and not much of the kind that would search youtube vids so.. hahahaha

okay 

Anw! Happy birthday again bro

AM SURE YOU HAD LOADS OF FUN

3 celebrations! (including the one he had ytd on the first night of the hotel)

Hahaha lucky boy this brother of mine!

 

 

  <3 family!

Had so much fun this weekend :)))

And feeling rather accomplished cuz i managed to complete some work/assignments..

hate the feeling of guilt

hahaha 

alright gotta go off for lunch now 

and I'm off to study

need to do my idea journal for CT... zzzz

pls be good to me

hope it will be okay to do!

x

#61

Hello!

Hahaha since I've got an extra hour to sleep in tomorrow and I'm waiting for my nails to dry,

i shall blog for a bit!

haha anw I'm pretty happy cuz there isn't class tmrw yayyy

but we have a makeup on saturday.. yeap saturday- thats the sucky part

but oh well, SLEEP IN FOR 1 HOUR!!! Lol, so easily contented

^^

Anyway, last weeks been super tiring for me! On most days haha

flooded w so much work

and i had my first presentation in smu last friday

it didn't go very well sigh don't ask why~~ Maybe personally

haha oh man but anw gotta work harder for the next final presentation for this mod.

Dont wanna do badly~~ *cries*

Didn't catch much sleep too cuz of the massive crazy amount of work i had to complete

this sucks 

but okay, other than this, i am thankful to have my aw-esome people during AW lessons 

hahahahaahha and our morning whatsapp convo... sigh rly no brain damn funny

Hahahahaha look @ them!! Srsly HAHAHAHA

<3

Also, celebrated bro's 21st in advance with the family on saturday!

Headed down to town after work

was supposed to shop for my uncle's present but i ended up shopping for a bit and buying more stuff

hahahaha itchy fingers

.......

kay but anw!!! saw this really cute bag pack at new look

idk if i should buy it even though i really need a bag pack for school

all the shoulder bags' make me feel so uncomfortable!! Books are too heavy...

not forgetting to mention LAPTOP

sucks to travel esp during peak hours....

(which i face every morning on my way to school)

okay anw!! went down to tunglok seafood restaurant @ orchard central

its my first time dining there and I LOVE IT

haahahahah the food there's really good, would definitely go there again!!

hahahaha shall post some pics of the food and make u drool lalalala hahahhahha

anyway! Really happy to see my relatives too! 

Especially the leedle kiddies *.* hahahahha i love kids

Very soon it will be my turn to get married and have kids.... 

hahahaha lol okay.... CANT CONFIRM ON WHETHER I WILL GET MARRIED OR NOT

hahahahahahhaha if I'm not left on the shelf that is... but i can't wait to have kids!

They are such great joys in life :')))

Pics from sat night

As I'm typing this...

i realized its past midnight and its alr the 18th of september!

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY!!!!!! 

Thank u for..........

being my brother

HAHAHAHAHAHHA

okay that was so retarded but anw, yes

I'm really glad to have u as my bro,

thanks for all the times spent since we were kids

will never forget how we used to play those tomboyish games together 

like gameboys, play stations, pokemon cards, wrestling cards, and even wrestle against each other (HAHAHAHAHAA) yeah really, we used to whack each other..

clearly WWE's "dont try this at home" doesnt work.....

hahahahahha chokeslam ankle lock ddt everything, all came into practice

hahahaahahhahahahah i will never let my kids watch such violent shows

can't imagine what would happen esp when I'm out of the house

ahha okay but anw!! back to the birthday message,

you've been such a good brother to have around,

even though we might not be SUPER DUPER close 

but i really appreciate the times u stood up for us/protected us

thank u for also being so tolerant of me messing up ur table whenever i use it while u're away at camp

HAHAHA

oh well keke anw i think you're awesome really

so... STAY AWESOME AND HANDSOME

HAPPY 21ST!!! 

<3 :)))

Attempted to mug today cuz i didn't mug/touch any notes during the weekend :<

Guilty as charged!!!!!

I was working on both days :'(

Will not work anymore unless i am VERY VERY VERY free

lesson learnt!

Don't know where I'm gonna get the money though i am going to be so so broke

eat grass for the rest of my life until uni ends

by then i will FINALLY!!!! lose some weight

hahahahahahhaa blessing in disguise HAHA

couldn't really be bothered to look presentable....

so i just got out of the house w specs and all hahaha

yes i wear specs..... I've lazy eye hahahahaha so sad

my initial perfect deg eyesight has deteriorated sigh

so i shall be good and wear these specs 

SHALL BRING THEM TO SCHOOL TOO

#NERDALERT!!! 

yay hahhaahahaha ;)

Alright, gonna get off the comp soon to wash-up and sleep soon hahaha

dont wanna be a zombie tomorrow although i usually am but still

 hahaha goodnight guys! <: