Have not been posting for a long time. And its such a bad habit of mine to just blog once in a few months or something. Haha but its fine cuz my blog is mainly about personal stuff and thoughts, kinda like a platform for me for express how i feel so i won't have to bottle everything up- pretty sure i have already lessened my life span by 5 years since everything has happened. I am not going to blog about my entire life story here so if you're confused as to what and who i could possibly be referring to, i apologise for the lack of context.
My sudden urge/need to blog was actually due to something I've only just recently found out and i don't really know how to feel about it exactly. To be honest, it was really very disappointing. I won't deny that i am mothershit pissed off (lol) but i was also and i believe i still am, in shock haha like i really don't understand all these backstabbing and hypocrisy BS.
