#78

Lazing around at home

Have not started doing any studying for the day... but its okay, i think

Haha haven't had such good rest for so long!!!

Almost forgot how sundays should be like aha

but of course i know this sunday = rest/slack thing is just an excuse

especially for lazy people like me.. haha

but seriously don't see why i need to make myself so unhappy

just saying.... 

but i always end up going back to being unhappy and stressed out ANYWAY

so what I'm saying is kinda rhetorical haha 

It's funny how I'm less stressed even though I'm supposed to be frantically mugging for exams

haha somehow exam stress < school (work + assignment) stress

Ive never done so much work (and taking all of them so seriously) in my whole entire life

Haha what is uni doing to me?

lol alright 

self reminder: I AM NOT A FUCKING ROBOT.

School's making me age damn quickly too, 

one word for my current state: HAGGARD

hahahahaha oldie

Anyway i think i will probably head out to do some revision later tonight...? 

I don't know

THE RAIN IS MAKING ME FEEL EVEN MORE LAZY

Sunday (evening) rain is fallin'~~~

Stuck at home for now.

Not doing anything else but stoning, surfing the net, playing w photo booth even tho i look like shit lol but its okay, rolling around my bed, walking around, eating, bla bla bla

everything but revision 

I really really REALLY don't wanna mug today :'( Somehow i can't seem to start this engine 

INERTIA

But anyway, i also have decided to face up to harsh reality that i really need to lose weight

Hate ma body... for the longest time

Wish i was skinny but i somehow can never ever be like most girls

Im like stuck w this manly build hurhur

SO ENVIOUS OF EVERYONE ELSE.

ok. but anyway... i am going on a diet hahaha 

For real!!

Ok done ranting
bye xxx