#71

I give up, really.

It's like no matter how much i do, how hard i try

I am never good enough.

I can never be good enough, ever.

Im not even asking for a lot

I don't expect much from myself

but i guess doing my best is not going to be enough.

What exactly is enough? I don't know, i honestly don't.

I hate this feeling.

Why am i constantly going through this ridiculous emotional rubbish?

One moment I'm motivated and the next I'm crushed.

All the attempts to study everyday will not help.

Because i am stuck with this useless brain

I am fucking useless, i am a good for nothing 

Nothing is ever gonna change that.

Really don't wanna feel so demoralized 

Dont wanna disappoint anyone especially my parents but i can't help this feeling.

So affected now I can't even start working on my other assignments

This ridiculous grade took whatever optimism or motivation left in me away,

Almost immediately.

I really don't understand why i put myself through this..

I am so worthless.

School is killin' me

I don't know how long i can take this

I really feel like disappearing

I mean it, get me out of here

I can't deal with this anymore,

I am so unhappy here.