To be honest, i really don't know what is it that i'm feeling exactly
I know i have a habit of hiding my feelings, hoping that i can actually feel better by lying. Maybe
I think maybe sometimes it really is better to be extremely guarded than to let someone in
Because when you do, you become vulnerable.
Its like you're giving others the power to hurt you
They can break you
(whatever the intentions were)
And then you start thinking and maybe blame yourself for even letting them in in the first place
Because if you didn't, you could have avoided everything
But then again, not everything is within your control.
Some things are inevitable
Sometimes you need to experience hurt to learn.
That's the truth, sad but true.
But whatever it is,
i just wanna say that I'm thankful for the memories
and with this, i end the chapter here.
x
And like flowers, may we once again bloom.
Hopefully
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